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Tuesday, ice-day, taking the day off |
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Written by Administrator
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Tuesday, 27 January 2009 |
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I called in today. Not sure how much of it was due to the ice on the ground. I used to walk outside & revel in the wonders of the Goddess & all around. Now I sit in my warm home & barely look out my window. It's a hopelessness. I hate feeling this way. Generally when I am forced to get out of my 'hump', I feel better, but lack the motivation to get out & do it.
Recently my daughter faced discrimination from one of her best friends due to her choosing Wicca as her religious belief. It hurts. I hate seeing her confused & upset. I kept her home this past Monday more for that reason than that she said she didn't feel well.
Her friend decided that she can no longe rbe friends wth her since she is Wiccan. I don't get it. All along she's known about her beliefs. Now its an issue?
She had no problems indulging in the hotel room I rented for her party last weekend, NOW it's an issue. Not cool.
But I digress.
I dont know where my path will end up, Im having a very hard time believing the things I once believed. I dont like to even put it in the past tense as it makes it seem....final.
I dont want to give up, but at the same time I have to follow where my path leads. Anyone else ever had a crisis of spirit?
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CREED OF THE CHILDREN OF THE GREEN GODDESS,
COVENS OF THE GREEN GODDESS
I acknowledge my bond to the living planet, Earth-Mother.
I acknowledge the Divine, The Great Mystery, as the collective source
of all.
I acknowledge I am PART of this Divine, therefore I work with the One
Power.
I acknowledge I have a responsibility to be a good steward of the
Earth-Mother, for I am of the Earth, the Devine is within me.
I acknowledge I have a responsibility in the development of myself. To
connect so completely with my internal potential, that all of
creation shall
benefit from our co-existence.
I acknowledge we are a part of the Universal Consciousness, eternally
connected. Therefore my spoken words have the power of Creation and I
understand the Law of Ma'Kheru.
I acknowledge I are Part of the Devine, with an independent mind able to
exercise my own FREE WILL.
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So when the whole world is covered in ice & snow, I should be able to look at it & say, what beauty.....
Instead I dread it. I hate cold. Even though I knowwithout cold, there cant be warmth, or the delicious feeling of sitting before a roaring fire or even a warm heater. I see the birds flying in the sky & envy them, why not be happy with what I have? |
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I called in today. Not sure how much of it was due to the ice on the ground. I used to walk outside & revel in the wonders of the Goddess & all around. Now I sit in my warm home & barely look out my window. It's a hopelessness. I hate feeling this way. Generally when I am forced to get out of my 'hump', I feel better, but lack the motivation to get out & do it.
Recently my daughter faced discrimination from one of her best friends due to her choosing Wicca as her religious belief. It hurts. I hate seeing her confused & upset. I kept her home this past Monday more for that reason than that she said she didn't feel well.
Her friend decided that she can no longe rbe friends wth her since she is Wiccan. I don't get it. All along she's known about her beliefs. Now its an issue?
She had no problems indulging in the hotel room I rented for her party last weekend, NOW it's an issue. Not cool.
But I digress.
I dont know where my path will end up, Im having a very hard time believing the things I once believed. I dont like to even put it in the past tense as it makes it seem....final.
I dont want to give up, but at the same time I have to follow where my path leads. Anyone else ever had a crisis of spirit? |
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I have been absent a long time & I regret that. Our membership has dropped to just a select few.
Things in my own life have been in chaotic upheaval. Im trying to put the pieces back together. Callit a spiritual crisis of sorts. I think what Im going to do is use this for the time being as a spiritual journal. I welcome any & all comments, suggestions, articles, whatever anyone wants to contribute. |
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STAY TUNED |
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